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Due to lost perception and a new
government, the asylum was officially shut down some years ago.
Unofficially, we still remain. The department in charge
relocated much of the equipment and staff to various hospitals in
the state. Abandoned, the sympathetic building rises among the
surrounding trees and waving weeds, tempting any visitors to explore
her hidden history. But her greatest secret will never be
found.
And now, the present.
I've often heard the phrase "the present
is a gift." A childish play on words, but very true. The
present exists but for a moment, spending the rest of eternity in
the past. It is the bridge that we forever walk, moving
towards the future. What we do now effects what happens next.
And so here I sit, pecking at this
keyboard with the grace of a stick poking with curiosity at a
roadside corpse. Here I sit, in the present. And as the
mind's eye pans up and away from my desk, one can see the clutter of
my office, then the adjoining staff rooms, and eventually all the
rooms that do house and have housed such beautiful soles. Soon
we shrink into a small spot on a tiny planet in a vast universe, so
insignificant that there's hardly anything there to even be
forgotten. Maybe none of this matters. Perhaps being
forgotten is the inevitable destiny that awaits everything this
universe has to offer.
But not if I can help it.
I'm old. I don't know how much time
I have left here. Ever since the government shut down the
known section of the asylum some years ago, we live a more secluded
existence, barely remembered by those who take care of us. I
have no knowledge of who, if anyone, is to replace me at some future
time. And when I'm gone, what will become of all the knowledge
I have accumulated? Of all the memories I keep? As I
said in the beginning, I can not and will not reveal the location of
this asylum. Rest assured, these patients DO need protecting.
So for years I pondered how to keep this story alive without giving
up all its secrets.
Welcome, the Internet.
I admit I am a bit slow to evolve in this
arena, but most of you youngsters fully understand the slow
acceptance of new technology by your elders. Nonetheless, I am
here. In the present. I can sit on this side of the
glass, next to you yet far away, revealing what I believe is
appropriate. This is my gift.
I am also willing to part with many of
the items that mean so much to me and this place in order to keep
them alive. This is a more difficult task to accomplish since
I must have a trusted associate of mine handle this material.
If I feel the store is opening up too many dangers, I will shut it
down. But for now, it stands.
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